time past reli fast, its alr the end of hols, sum hw i jus love this hols so much, i cnt bear for it to end, i cnt imagine waking at 6 or earlier(depending hw im gng to sch) n walking the super big field agn :/ i cnt imagine myself sitting in a classrm n listen to the teacher blah for hrs agn. evth jus seem too fast, i wuld slow it down if i reli culd. in a blink of an eye, im alr in NJ for 1 1/2 yrs. when i was in pri sch i nvr dreamt that NJ wuld b the sch whr i wuld spend another 6yrs in. At first i always wanted to go to DHS cos alot of my frens r thr, so when i din get accepted, i felt quite sad ): life is nvr fair, u nvr get wat u wanted, i din had any hatred agn NJ or wat at that time but i din felt like coming here cos i noe tt i wuld b all alone......but still in the end, i came to NJ, for right now, i dun regret it, is like my life has totally changed aft coming to NJ, mayb it was a right choice to forget the past and start a new life... Indeed i met much more ppl n bcme more outspoken, in pri sch, the onli ppl i interact were usually the same few n mostly same class, but now in NJ almost everyone along the corridor is frens (:
but nw its the schedule tt make me die, IH essay :/ crap, sigh, CM is bak :/ evth! nw still gt this weird SPHIRE project :/ sigh, i jus wished i culd slp foreva n nvr wake up. escape frm reality :/
